Well per usual my blog posts are FAR and FEW between. I guess that's good since normally it's when I'm horribly upset...now I'm just frustrated.
So recap...
Am I still in love with my best friend...yup, but he's more a shitty friend now
Am I still sleeping with him...nah (my own making, wish i still was tho, lol)
Have I tried dating other guys...yup...epic fail
Did I stop spending so much...a little
Have I moved yet...SATURDAY!
Ok so that's the recap.
Ok, but seriously, what am I doing?
I get up, go to work, socialize/gym/watch tv/read, sleep. that's it. I mean I have a decent social schedule, two jobs, domesticness, and still a ton of pent up energy. What do I do with it? I have met people who love their job and I've met people who believe all work sucks so do what's tolerable and makes the best money. (Speaking of, anyone got any great opportunities for me?) I'm not even sure what I find interesting anymore.
I love reading...hence the part-time job at Barnes & Noble...but doesn't really ignite a fire within.
I love my sorority...but they don't exactly pay or need/want my free advice/constant bugging.
I love websites...but I'm not techy...and not in the "I'm too lazy to learn way" but in the "I like it for like 5 seconds" way.
I love hiking...will you pay me to hike?! I didn't think so. :(
I like bellydancing, but again it's fun, but not a passion.
I HATE dating. The men I like suck and the men who like me...I'm not attracted to. WHY?!
So...another night where I go to bed not thrilled with my life but successfully keep finding something in each day or week to enjoy. Just looking for that something that will get me off my butt in the morning excited to be doing what I am. Perhaps tomorrow will be my day.
So goodnight Internet (and GP since you're the only subscriber) :)
